on the day i was born....

23 January 1996,this date reminds me a lot 'bout myself.Most probably because it was my birthday.The day 'bout myself only just me.The happy things.The most memorable history happens.All 'bout smile and laughter.

But on 23 January 2011,it was another way round.You could assume it as my worst birthday in the book of birthdays.Sadly,my dad felt sick.He cannot get up from bed. so,my family did not celebrate anything.Just giving presents and one of them is Justin Bieber Official book.But I was still sad due to my dad's condition since I was the closes to him.The story does not ends there.

On 25 January 2011,my dad got admitted to the hospital.That particular time,I was still in school,knowing nothing.That was because my dad forbid my mom from telling it to my siblings a.k.a their children except my brother since he is still staying at home.The reason is to avoid us being sad.Doctor said my dad had the first stage symptoms of having heart attack.THE SHOCKING NEWS.In school, I always had the uneasy feeling like something is not right at home.My instinct.So,I always pray so that everything is alright.Non-stop praying.Unfortunately,my instinct was correct.I hate it so damn much.

January 28th 2011.My mom told us(me and my sister)the ugly truth while fetching us in school.It was hard accepting it.We all were sobbing in the car.So, after school we went to see my dad.He was looking fine but who knows what was inside his heart.

Maybe tomorrow he will be discharge.Until now, my sister from Melaka still do not know anything 'bout my dad.

Live strong!I have to be strong for my dad and mom.I have to be strong for my brother.

Islamic Malay sayings :

'Allah tidak akan menduga seseorang makhluk-Nya jika makhluk-Nya itu tidak dapat menghadapi dugaan yang diberi'

'Allah hanya akan sentiasa menguji makhluk yang paling Dia sayangi'